“Moment to moment, there are aspects of life that we like, and others that we don't. There are always going to be people who disagree with you, people who do things differently, and things that don't work out. If you fight against this principle of life, you'll spend most of your life fighting battles.” THIS IS THE DIARY OF A DIABETIC, ATHEIST, BISEXUAL, ARCHITECTURE STUDENT, STRIPPER FROM PORTLAND. Love me or hate me... still an obsession! What you are about to read is raw, heartfelt truth. Parental discretion advised ;)
It’s official. Tomorrow.
Making an appointment with the school therapist/counselor/psychologist, whatever you want to call them.
Does this make me officially crazy?
That awkward moment.. When girls wear so much eyeliner that they look like a raccoon.
I hate this.
I am legitimately terrified right now. I’m so worried it is happening again. It’s always triggered by stress and us not seeing each other much, and always followed by lack of response to my texts, apathy, and avoiding hanging out. Three of those are happening right now because of his trip. He says nothing is changing, but I’m still scared.
I guess the good news is, once this is over, and if nothing bad happens, I can be more confident next time… Right?
You Disgust Me.
How many guys that you meet at work are you going to sleep with, for God sake?
You might as well be working the corner, not the stage.
You are disgusting.
Such a stressful feeling!
(Source: walkingtothesoundofyourfeet, via congrats-ihateyou)
I will never not reblog this
Omg. This. Amazing.
I am reading this while sitting around crushing on the girl from work that I have a taaaaaad tinsy bit of a thing for… Haha. Nice :)
Kitten
So, a momma cat had a litter under the skating rink at my work, and abandoned them. Most of them are still there, but we managed to get one out.
She is super young. Barely old enough to eat solid food. She would probably still need bottle fed for awhile.
I was second in line to take her home, but the other girl in front of me ended up able to take her.
To be honest, I’m super heart broken about this. I guess it boils down to two things: one, I have so much on my plate right now, with so much to do, and I guess I was excited to have something on my plate that was going to take a lot of work that I would ENJOY, as to put some of my effort into something that would make me happy. All this working and school would be so much more bearable if I had a baby kitten I had to worry about coming home and taking care of. Two, as it is probably well known, I have been having terrible, I want to be a mommy issues. And I feel like having to take care of a baby kitten, one that still needs constant attention, and even bottle fed, would have helped sooo much with that. I was excited to play momma I guess :/
Vince made a joke about getting me a kitten, and it made me think, why can’t I just get a kitten off Craigslist or from the Humane Society like I originally planned? But I mean, there is something about an abandoned helpless kitten, too young to feed itself, that meets what I’m looking for right now so much more than a couple month old kitten that was already being taken care of… You know?
I have always thought it funny when I see atheists repeat this quote. Did you realize it is from the Bible? :)
Just because someone doesn’t believe in God, doesn’t mean they can’t quote the bible. I don’t know many atheists who would say that the bible doesn’t have at least some good messages for everyone to live by.
Holy mother of God, I am a mess right now.
On one hand, I want to avoid the entire ordeal. I have way too much stress on my plate right now to deal with my parents (possible) official break up. No one has seen or heard from my dad since 6pm. He is MIA. My mom won’t stop calling me crying, asking if I have heard from him. Do you have any idea how many of my own problems I have to deal with? I literally cannot take this on top of everything. I think I’ll go suicidal or something.
On the other hand, I feel like it is a bit impossible to avoid. As much as they shouldn’t be together, and as insane as my mom treats him, I can’t help but feel my heart wrenched by the thought of being left after 20 years. How am I supposed to avoid that thought?
Why can’t it just be a mutual thing? How hard can that be?
I wish my mom had had the decency to leave me and my sister out of this.
Ugh. I wish Vince was here, cuddled up in blankets, where I could curl up in his arms, and we could go on and on about anything and everything that is in no way depressing… Stressful… Or plain out shitty.
Me: “Oh Edward. I love you. You are so handsome and laid back. I can do anything to you and you just take it like a man. You take it like a gay man. Except you aren’t gay. If you had balls, you’d totally dig the ladies, you ladies man you! I can just tell. I think Bambi is a full on lesbian though. I’ve seen the way she watches Paisley walk. Can you blame her though? Paisley is one good looking mama. If I were a dog, I’d totally go gay for her.”
Edward: “Meow.”
Oh, the conversations I have with my cat.
Marrying Your Best Friend http://bit.ly/JLBRIn
Hahahaha. I WANT THIS TO BE WHAT IT IS LIKE IF I EVER GET MARRIED!
I think the point is, you have to keep moving and keep smiling and keep playing the game even when you’re as low as you can be, because that’s the only way up
And that is what I’m going to do.
(via laurdadino)
hahaha these are to good XD
Ask Jordan how accurate this is.
Welp, Kinze and I are sitting here nodding our heads and saying “yes” while reading these… Girls are nasty, we know.
I’m disgusted with myself.
HOLY SHIT. THIS IS ME.
(Source: agjesdahl)
